sorrow

yes, i am emo...

An emo freak...

friends all will leave me 1 day cuz of my emo..

i noe... when i emo.. i distrub u all...

i am annoying...

i wish i can change...

but i cant...

cuz something happen..

seriously..this years n few months...

all so sudden...

i dun noe how to face it...

try to make myself hapi n forget...

but it is keep hurting..

n i felt it evry day evry moment..

keep smile in front of ppl~

see ppl walking around, laugh ppl..

talk something funny of classmate...

to make myself laugh...(sry i make fun all of u all)

i try my best to laugh.

yes when i be with u guys...

i am vry hapi n appreciated the moments we been together...

friends...

what i scare...

is losing u all...

but i dun noe how to stay close wif u all...

cuz i think i cant be to close wif u all now..

i am sry to be emo..

yes, u can think i am taking attention to let u all care about me like wat we study...

so i'll pretend to be sick... but... it is depends on how u think about it(me)...

mayb u saw this, will dislike me more...

i will understand y u guys will think in tat way.

n scare wat u said will hurt me or something...

i understand how difficult u all facing a friends who is always emo juz like me...

it is hard n annoying...

then u can just leave me... let me emo alone...

i will be ok to be alone now...